Suppose.To.Be

This are suppose to be my very happy years of life, they arent.

Its supposed that she cares about me, she actually ignore me.

I suppose there shouldnt be any problems, there are and many of them absurd as she is.

Its suppose that I should be happy, Im not.

Its suppose that I should keep the hopes, I despair I untrust

Its suppose I should get along, Im a loser Im an Island

Its suppose to be perfect as it is to the others, It is not

She's suppose to explain, she shut.

I was suppose to born, I didnt

Its suppose to go faster than light, It burns slow

Its suppose to be amusing, its pitiful.

Im suppose to be free, Im in a cage

Im suppose to be normal, I dont get it yet

Its suppose to be enjoyable, it is harmful