Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Flux

10h15 pm..My mind its just about to explode and kill me..now Im inspired almost enough to write my mind..carefully of course..
It's a night of music and lyrics that seem to talk about the day you had..its kinda creepy..I have too much in mind actually have been like 3-4 days Im being so freaking thoughtful that it seems almost that it could kill me anytime..tonight I realize that Im missing something..or maybe someone..already..
However I should no write about personal stuff I promised I think..
again today Time is still the enemy...today I felt trapped..and Im still feel...and music, music its a great way to confuse you more and to inspire you in such a confusing way..you can even organize your mind..but changing the subject..as a curious fact..in less than 4 days there's been a numerous airplane accidents,it creeps out a little bit..
But that is not the main point of all this unread post..the main point its the despair one feels as the time goes by..and that carpe diem idea, it is just not there to help you, even if written everywhere,but nobody thinks about the good bad or non consequence of this idea.. I just hate the idea of carpe diem..I wish it could be the time I wanted the unlimited tieme I want sometimes..carpe diem does not help you..today you could smile but tomorrow you would cry all the smile of the day before dont you think? It is how life works and it sucks sometimes..Unfortunately we have to get use to that and have the nerv of the carpe diem

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