Neurocancer.In.My.Veins

Hello Again inexistence people..here I am one more time to write down some thought ans stuff..

I didnt write anything yesterday but as I saw nobody care about...

I think I descover the root of all sickness I've been through this days..I think its anxiety dont know...

I dont feel like to blog today but I should do it...just to release myself a little bit...one week left to travel..Actually I should be happy but Im not...Im really really sad..and that's probably the cause of all my imaginary or real disease...I've never felt this way its an ugly feeling..but I do not take control of my mind and heart and body soo I'd vaguely  can diagnose myself...but stop with this gloomy aspect of my present life..

Right now even if not important Im listening to Sopor Aeternus one of the few bands which I really like..her music makes me feel less miserable and sick dont know...

Its kind of odd but you people havent noticed that when your down with moral avoiding the physical illness, even if you listen to happy or dark music they both styles actually will make one's cry?

Im feeling as I were Out of myself wandering with my mind and incapable to return to reality..Hard to explain..I feel like I am but Am actually not...

And now I forgot what I was suppose to say...hate when that happens...

Anyways today is not my inspiration day so..I maybe will drop something later on today or tomorrow..

Good Bye..