Toxins..

Hey..not much introduction today...

Time, it's really moving so fast so damn fast,TIME its the cause of my sickness time its the cause of my stress and my anxiety..HATE time hate destiny hate having to think that good things doesnt really last the time we want to...time doesnt care about me about you..he just goes by..and he make us old and ill..not feeling to write much after all now Im running out of time..

Neurocancer.In.My.Veins

Hello Again inexistence people..here I am one more time to write down some thought ans stuff..

I didnt write anything yesterday but as I saw nobody care about...

I think I descover the root of all sickness I've been through this days..I think its anxiety dont know...

I dont feel like to blog today but I should do it...just to release myself a little bit...one week left to travel..Actually I should be happy but Im not...Im really really sad..and that's probably the cause of all my imaginary or real disease...I've never felt this way its an ugly feeling..but I do not take control of my mind and heart and body soo I'd vaguely  can diagnose myself...but stop with this gloomy aspect of my present life..

Right now even if not important Im listening to Sopor Aeternus one of the few bands which I really like..her music makes me feel less miserable and sick dont know...

Its kind of odd but you people havent noticed that when your down with moral avoiding the physical illness, even if you listen to happy or dark music they both styles actually will make one's cry?

Im feeling as I were Out of myself wandering with my mind and incapable to return to reality..Hard to explain..I feel like I am but Am actually not...

And now I forgot what I was suppose to say...hate when that happens...

Anyways today is not my inspiration day so..I maybe will drop something later on today or tomorrow..

Good Bye..

Neurococaine

Hey Hey Hey Invisible bloggers..here am I one more time to write and to not be read by anyone..

Today Im feeling a way better though but Im still kind of paranoid maybe because the fact Im traveling the next week who knows..

Today I dont have any much to write..I just found that I have one single mysterious reader that makes me kinda happy..

Actually Im kind of feeling like today its a good day maybe Im dying or something really bad its about to happen..Think that I really need a sunbath or go to the beach or something eat more vegetables and fruit and less meat and bread and candy..

Wish I could be right now a dog or any other animal..rather than feeling sick..

Changing the subject yesterday I had this weird dream about me working on Time Magazine..being a famous columnist earning tons of money and becoming appreciate by fake people who was afraid of me and my critics and stuff..kinda cool..someday that will become true! anyways it was just a dream...the real destiny of my life is to die of hunger( I know I have already repeated this shit) (yeah I use a political incorrect word..maybe I will trow up my intestines like a South Park's episode)

I know this text doesnt have enough sense but read my other post and you will find the reason why..

Well fortunately for your annoyed souls I ran out of material and for now I will stop writing..maybe later I will write some other stuff..bye folks

Nausea.Colapse

Hello my invisible friends..another day has just began and so my hypochondria..Im starting to think that that's the cause of all my ill or imaginary ill who knows..anyway..I dont have too much to say right now..besides all those incredibles facts that happens everytime in the world everyday..I only care about one specific situation which involves everyone..global warming but instead of make drama out of this problem and trying to be an activist..I decide to act my own way to face the problem..and live and eco-life..trying not to be a sick consumer and trying to avoid all those things useless in our life that just pollute our world..like accept those useless plastic bag to carry a bottle of water for example..but all this crap you already known..theres already millions of blog considering global warming and social problems or nonsense dreams like peace and crap..Im against war but boy stop it with those shit about world peace and happy world c'mon even in disney movies theres no peace arround..I think we are too absurds to asimilate the fact that or only goal in our lives is to care about ourselves and not to care about what Britney Spears said or not..stop triviality focus on simplicity...man born to be peaceful because man wants to enjoy not to be tormented by some smelly people who doesnt love themselves..you shouldnt even read this crap..you should just eat crap make love and nothing else..anyway I think I got some inspiration and too much passion..who cares this is the internet maybe I will ruin my future life because some bored people will find that I say something political incorrect and dude I will be burn alive in the future..thats why people hate people dude..till later..

Cut.Cut

Well well well...as I said..Im posting again today..today havent been my day I havent felt so good..I've been knd of sick this week..dont know exactly what I've got..I just hope to recover myself quickly..Hate to being this way..with nausea and stuff..

Anyway..I was thinking about making some publicity to my blog..so far nobody has commented on it and Im actually start to feel like Im writing a private diary or something alike..feeling like a shipwrecked man talking to internet...I think that warn the world of the existence of this new blog could make the difference..or I can trust in the Internet the Almighty to drag some people here and then trust in those people who can actually make publicity of my blog..but who I want to deceive..Im just trying to be optimistic in my first week of blogger then I cant start to believe that my blog really sucks and deserve to go to the dump with other  thousands of crappy blogs..again comments are good welcomed and I suggest you to read my other entries could be interesting..

Probably I will write down later..maybe talking about some interesting facts of our lonely lives..to later my invisible friends

Absurd.Mind

Soo..this is my second day posting here..I admitted that my first post was a little too crappy..but I dont care about it..my point on doing this its to evolve I mean to keep an ambiguous subject..to follow a non specific line of objectivity or subjectivity..just to puke, so you are invited to puke your minds too...comment are welcomes..

To your surprise Im still bored its kind of pathological thing though..but ironically you can always get something out of boredom..for example I learned english by myself on the internet and watching T.V...something spontaneous..I dont like that stupid thing of going to classes and interact with people an being kind of fake with them..having a forced smile in my face pretending that Im enjoying the lesson dictated by some fat and sweaty teacher(no offense).

I should try to write less..I know you people get bored of reading too much crap(at less that you are really annoyed of live)..and that you like videos and porn and pictures and stuff.

Actually my thing is to write...gradually I will post some video or picture or who knows what..

Well I dont have anything else to say but the fact that I will probably will post again in the next couples of hours(yeah I want to reach my goal of getting obsessed blogging and die of hunger)

I know my humor is pretty crappy but I dont pretend you to laugh..

Goodbye You.. 

Puke.Me

Well..So this is my first blog..I just got bored and I decided to create this blog to entertain myself a little..the point of all this is to just write down anything that comes to my mind..to puke it..

Everyone love internet..many have make money out the internet(I really want to know how to make money on the internet,it would be just great)many of you have bought useless things on the internet and so have sell useless things..but getting into it..I create the blog to speak out..maybe it will be shitty or glorious who knows theres a lot of blogger who enjoy their cybernetic fame and make money or die of hunger cause they only post and nothing else..anyway..I dont have anymore to say..maybe later I will post again(Im considering blogging as a bad job which can cause death in a moment of extrem boredom)